Monday, November 03, 2014

a Shadowman


There was movement in the corner of my perception, a flicker in the corner of my eye, the shadows in the hallway stirred like coffee in a black cup.  Something blacker than the unlit corridor.  A silhouette in the umbra.  A shadow within the shadows, formless and lithe and moving on its own power.  I moved, I followed it down the walkway and up the stairs.  There, at the end of the hall, the shadow man faced me.

I turned on the balls of my feet, and expertly it matched my movement.  I stalked in, fear pushing me forward in the desperate animal need to destroy all that I don’t understand.  Because I fear what I don’t understand.  And I don’t understand shadow folk tiptoeing around in my house.  I don’t understand why they’re here and fear their dark and willful intentions.  I step in and try to weigh my foe, I try to gauge his fight potential with a skillful glance.  His shoulders are as wide as mine, his legs and arms easily as stout.  So he spends time in the gym trying to make himself strong.  Trying to make himself ready for a moment like this one.  For trouble like me. 

His training won’t be enough. 

I slide in and he matches my speed, a skillful mimic, but he can’t match my unpredictability –can’t copy the fluidity of madness which I have mastered to bring chaos into the fray as an ally when I need it throw a left roundhouse punch and he matches my speed trying to block it.  While he’s preoccupied with that my right hand snakes forward in a lethal straight punch that crumbles his face with a loud crunch.

The lights come up, an explosion of frequency cacophonous to the eyes and mind.  It paralyzes me for an instant, half a moment, but I turn around trying to pinion the source of the violent “click” that preceded the artificial sunrise.  There, at the other end of the hallway was my mother in her comfy microfiber imitation velvet blue robe, her wavy hair stifled beneath a nylon cap so tight that I could see her thoughts through it.

“Boy”, she sang the words; sarcasm and disgust intermingle like fresh irritation from each syllable.  “What have you done to my mirror”?!

I turn back to the shadow man.  And all I see where he had stood was a gaping maw in the sheetrock and splinters of silver coated glass smeared with blood, my blood, where the fancy hall mirror had been.  Damn.  There goes next week’s check.